I must admit that I'm mainly writing this to rant. My head does feel like it has died and my brain is just bouncing around aimlessly inside. This phenomenon? Due to the combination of a horrible cold and Organic Chemistry. Within three days, I've completely used up one of those large, 200 sheet, box of tissues. All the while studying for finals, particularly calculus and ochem. Calculus passed by smoothly. We had a few battles but I won. or at least I think I dominated it's concepts well enough. ( Yes, Taylor series... there are formulas for you. And I got to have a cheat sheet. So you couldn't trick me!)
Ochem on the other hand consisted of a note book of reactions-- all which I had to know like the back of my hand so that I could apply every which reagent I could find to make half a thousand different reactions. I don't know them. After a two weeks, especially yesterday of 18 hours of chemistry reviewing.. I still don't know them and their stereoisomer diasteromer/enantiomer twins that taunt me every time I look at them.
Honestly it felt like a roller coaster ride. That mix of anticipation for it, for it to be over, for summer to finally start. And dread, that drop, wishing I could have prepared earlier, wishing there was more time to study. The anxiousness as you are slowly creeping up the tracks. Its the slowest time has ever been. Hours really did feel like days.
Well, two hours ago was that big drop. Everything else is numb now.
I get to sing in an hour, the perfect timing, especially when I already find it hard to breath.Singing will be a cinch now, won't it with my hacking cough?
I think the pressure in my head has been changing too much. Due to my constant need to cough and blow my nose. And constant change of pressure isn't good for you. So-- i'm thinking of going unconscious after my next final.
Thursday afternoon- Please come soon? After that I can pack and head back to Turlock in a few days. I can't wait!
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