Zach: Fevruary

Of Fevruary:

fevruary has been.... good? I have been teaching. Which has been fun I guess. Some of my students think that they are too cool for some of the stuff we do, but otherwise they have been good, and class has been fun. I have an assistant teacher this time, she mostly just listens to what the kids are creating and encourages them. I do most of the instructionary stuff and practically all of the lesson planning. I also listen tot he student's works and help them.

Valentines day came and went. But I refused to call it that. It was AoE and pizza day. I spent the day playing Age of Empires with Andrew and we had pizza for dinner. Then the night was spent with Andrew in the library, I didn't do any homework if memory serves correctly, because I don't really do homework. Although I am fairly sure I almost cried later that night when I went back to my apartment. I had been working on a video project and I saw a video that had our glasses sitting on the table that is next to my bed. I really wanted that. I'm not over him, and I don't I will be any time soon. Especially because I can't bring myself to not spend time with him. I am with him right now, and probably will be until two in the morning. I feel like he is the only one that I can really spend time with at this point in my life, because he is the only one that I can really talk to, even about him. We do talk about our relationship sometimes, even though he gets really nervous about it when it happens, and it is hard for him to look me in the eye. He feels guilty about breaking up with me, even though he shouldn't be. But things are what they are. I can't really change what the situation is right now, even though I want to most of the time.

And that was my fevruary so far. Tomorrow is Friday and I am excited for sleeping in. That will be a nice thing for me, even though I have been kinda doing that recently. I skipped ballet today and last thursday too, although this one was a complete accident. I had every intention of going. I don't remember turning off my alarm at all. Usually I can remember waking up and just saying to myself "No." and going back to sleep, but today, nothing. I woke up at 8:40 and I was already more than 10 minutes late so it was an absence. And then I fell back asleep and woke up at 9:45, 5 minutes late for my next class. I got there by 9:50 and everything was fine.

Rawr. all of the things. Weekend is soon. adosufh'oauwhrgn;bdnsufh';loGQUWBEF.KGHA;LIUGB;kughlisufbgaklsjbgpaiusdbf;KJFDHiugblaibgliubfgkajsbdf;iusdgbfaksjdbfgilasygvaisdvbbj;bouasfbiuasdlbhjsad.

Bye.