Heaven: Whatever, a Title, by Me.

So here I am

Its labor day and I'm doing my best not to use punctuation in this post just for the hell of it I'm in Riverside for only 31 more days THANK GOD because I am very disappointed with the life that I lead here and I need a change SO I am transferring to CSU Stanislaus as all of you know in January WHICH I am very thankful for OH GOD I did that typical November I AM THANKFUL FOR BLABLABLA statement BUT I believe that if it had been any other month I still may have used the word thankful WHO KNOWS I might have said grateful

ANYWAY yes

I have been writing lots and lots of poetry but ever since I took those creative writing classes my short stories have been shot to hell BUT I have been working on one that I like very much since July of this year which I am hoping to finish soon as I now know how I would like to finish it AND I think you guys might like it BECAUSE it has a feel of what my old writing used to be like not that crap that I called writing from my fiction class STUPID STUPID STUPID

I have an entomology class this quarter and an asian religions class and those are my best classes although my history class is fun because i have a slew of friends in that class BUT I am most likely going to fail my economics class unless my professor WHO IS FROM ISRAEL AND HAS A BOMB ACCENT curves the class by twenty points which I think is highly unlikely BUT who gives a FUCK not me BECAUSE that is the one thing that has been my biggest downfall all my days MATHEMATICS graphs and tables and NUMBERS IN GENERAL curse them all to hell

have a slipped yet

I am kinda in the same boat as Zach only recently have I been able to do anything with my friends I spend most of my time alone at the gym or my apartment ALL DAY LONG I make friendship bracelets and watch netflix and do homework AND THAT IS ALL I used to go for walks but now it is dark outside early and it is cold and it is HELLA scary walking around at night WEIRD PEOPLE are out and not that good kinda weird that CREEPY GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME kinda weird SO that is another big reason that I am getting the hell out of here I KNOW what I want to do THE WAY IS CLEAR the door is open AND I AM GOING

I quit partying

and it has made all the difference

and I am in love

and I miss you guys more than I can properly describe

so I won't

just know it is so