Anna: HJHS

Half-Jack.

Its amazing how the smallest thing has the largest effect on my day. On my mood for the next few months.

I have no purpose in my life. No motivation, no dreams. For me, its the worst feeling in the world.

I miss Daddy. I wish I knew what it was like to have one, like almost everyone else I know. :( I would give anything to be able to see him smile at me. I don't wanna go to Heaven if he's not there, because it won't be Heaven without him.

I have no reason to be depressed all the time, but sadly that's what happens. I don't know what's going on.

I'm never satisfied. I think its my own fault I'm never happy.

I wish I could trust in God a little more, and maybe I could put my life together and make it look roughly like something meaningful.

But my New Year's Resolution is to not give in to my depression. I intend to try as hard as I damn can to fulfill that, even if it proves to be impossible. At this point, I don't really have any other choice.

Hello Seattle.