So I felt like I should update everyone on my life, and seeing as how I don't want to explain this ten thousand times.....
I made an appointment for a counselor today. So hopefully, if everything works out, I'm going to start going to therapy. Why? Because I need it. I've needed it for years. Its a shame that I only realized last night how fucked up I really am. So hopefully I can get some help and quit feeling so depressed and borderline suicidal all the time.
My first appointment isn't until December 10, the last day of finals, which is nerve-wracking. I'm counting on next weekend's retreat to keep me going for the rest of November before I go into the session and then come home for Christmas.
But besides that. I have yet to start my homework for this weekend, because my emotional breakdown came at such a perfect time as to render me incapable of feeling motivation for anything. I'm counting on making a sad effort tomorrow to get stuff done for Monday. Of course this is when I have a big project due in my Sustainability class.
I would like to make a huge shout-out to Heaven here, because if it weren't for her last night I have no idea what state I'd be in right now. Thank you so much. My roommate is still blissfully unaware.
On a happier note, there's a retreat next weekend. The Leonid Meteor Shower is right after that, which I hope to God I'll be able to see (if its raining that night I might just lose it completely). And I went clothes shopping yesterday, which means another laundry-free day in my week.
Anyway, I don't have much else I want to say other than that. Can't wait to see you all at Christmas.
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