Heaven: What can you do with a

Today I was feeling sentimental, so I took out my old journals from Mr. Tribble's class and started reading through a couple of them and I found this one:

"Love is being there for your friends. Not just there physically, but emotionally as well. Love is never giving up on someone, no matter how long you go without talking to them, being able to see them after weeks or even months and being able to talk about anything and everything, being able to talk to them like you saw them yesterday. Love is giving someone the space they need to be themselves, to pursue their dreams, while still being a part of their life. Trust is love. Love is not choosing sides. Love is being able to see past flaws and mistakes to accept someone as they are. Love is accepting disappointment and being there no matter what. John Lennon is my love, and Peter Pan and Orion the Hunter and Jack. But John Lennon was my first love and you never forget your first. Love pretty much sucks, but sometimes it's pretty awesome too."

The first half really reminded me of the situation that we are all in right now, and I thought it was pretty cool that I wrote that before it was so. Anyway, I just wanted to share that.

School is really stressful. My car broke down and my head and heart too, but it's alright, it'll all work out. :)

I love you pretty people!

Anna: Very quickly...

I feel like I can't really take care of myself anymore. People have to walk me through what to do, or how I should act in order to stay healthy and in one piece.

Like, my friend literally had to type out what to do for my infected ear piercing. My ankle's been hurting for a good week now and I'm not really sure what to do about it except go buy a brace for it. And of course I don't eat or sleep regularly when school gets going, so friends will have to remind me to sleep or eat.

Eh. Its nice to know that I can rely on people if something goes wrong, but its so demoralizing at the same time. I dunno. I've felt like more of a child these past months than I ever have before.

i love you.