Yvette: Life?

Hey everyone! I just got Heaven's message on facebook and she is extremely right. Not just right, but extremely right.

I am very sorry that I haven't been posting and will now proceed to bore you with the minute details of my life.
I got a new bookshelf :) It actually fits all of my books :D It's not that pretty...and it's pretty cheap, but my books make it look nicer. But it smells really nice and I put it together al...mostly by myself.
ummmm....I don't have school tomorrow and I have spring break next week....

hmmm...I'm pretty happy with people in general although I miss you guys like crazzzyy!
Anna I agree with Heaven's most recent post, except for the cuss word (at least I think there was one in there).


heeyyyyy we should have another skype party

well that's about it, oh wait! for the last couple days I have been making my bed and I have to say that I feel preetty proud of myself and currently have the urge to pat myself on the back.

Heaven: Don't be a Dumbass

Dear Anna,

I love you. A friendship like this would take billions of years to fade away or explode. In a cliche metaphor, our friendship is like the sun, and we'll be long dead before we ever see it burn out.

In other words:

Don't be a dumbass.

You're going to have a great time with your sister and you're nieces, and you're doing your FAMILY and yourself a favor by staying with them and your momma this summer and this winter. You need time with them, and we understand.

But just because we understand doesn't mean we're moving on. Sure, we're all growing and meeting new people and learning more about ourselves, you know, but you are too, and just because you don't feel for anybody in Portland the same way you do for us valley kids doesn't mean you should limit yourself. I have a feeling your getting the hang of things more these days.

If you jumped off a bridge, I'd jump off a bridge just because I don't know much about physics and I have a feeling I could catch up to you. I hope I could make it before you did anything that completely retarded, though.

I always feel bad every time I use the word retarded.

But, yes. Hang in there, sister. You're doing great.

I love you.

-Remus, Cheese, Sophie's Eyes

I'm pretty sure that I can honestly speak for everyone here too:

We love you. You're fucking rad.

-Everyone

Anna: Rant at 11:03

So I know you guys are probably sick and tired of hearing me bitch and whine but FUCK IF I DON'T MISS YOU ALL!!! :(

Seriously, this is not okay with me. I'm not gonna see any of you for at least a year and ya'll are gonna move on with your lives and our bond will just be forgotten. That's what it feels like anyway, even though I actualy know nothing like that would happen.

This just sucks though. I hate being far away from you guys. I don't really know what to do. I have fun here, but its not the same. Its empty and I don't really care about anyone here the way I care about all of you. I'm excited to meet my nieces and see my sister again this summer (and Christmas) but I wish there could be a happy medium between Turlock and Utica. 'Cause I'm gonna break down crying and throw myself out a window pretty soon if I can't calm myself the fuck down. RAWR.

Just had to get that out of my system. Listening to Karma Police. Good stuff. I love you all, and don't any of you stop talking to me (ZACH! :P) or you'll deal with me being pissed off and irrational and spamming your Facebook and sticking pins in all your voodoo dolls. xD I don't even know what I'm saying. I'm sick during finals week. Argh.

Love you all. <3